So we've been talking, and this makes me feel wonderous.
Of course, now we've hit a wall in things, because now that we're talking again, not being in person, we have no idea what to talk about, and it's a bit like an akward turtle.
Still, I am still seeing in color of the world with us talking, even about random things like the UK/Japan only Tingle's Rosy Rupeeland DS game, and other random things as such.
Nightmares and dreams are still about in my nights when I do sleep, but not everynight as they were, and less of the nightmares and more of the dreams. Not really sure if that's good or not though.
And of course there a great many things I'd wish to say and ask and talk about, but I'm terrible shy and scared of such talks because of the possibility of the negative things that would or could be said in return to my sayings :/
i say go for it. what do u have to loose?
ReplyDeleteI could lose the only thing that's making me happy, the only thing that makes me smile a genuine smile. All I have is her talking to me, and I can't lose her again.....I lover her....
Deletethats so sweet... bt what do u meen again? whta happened?
DeleteI lost her once because of an ex of mine getting in the way.
DeleteAfter being too afraid to talk to her for two years, I finally talked to her and told her how I felt, which went alot better than expected, and I was happy again for two weeks with her.
Then I lost her again to someone else, who she moved away to the west coast with.
She didn't talk to me again until a few months ago, and now that she's talking to me again I don't want to lose that because it's all I have of her now....
im sry u went thru that...
ReplyDeleteIt's not your fault....i just dont want to lose her again...
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